Our life: A Game!

Exactly a week has passed since i shifted 2 a hostel in krishnapuri/vikaspuri...
Now it seems i hve alwaz been here...

Is it jst my propensity 2 drift into my comfort cocoon aftr overcumin d initial inertia OR Is dat d way nature has programmed our thought proces 2 function...

Whenevr i watch my reflection in mirror,why do i get d feeling dat i hve alwaz luked like dis(needles 2 say,its far 4om truth)..

while pumpin air into a dead patient durin my internship days,why didnt i realise i m as vulnerable 2 death as nyone else arnd in d ward..Its jst a matter of time(2 d maximum a few decades more)..

Why do i often fail 2 realise d most obvious truth??..
I m jst a miniscule element in dis dynamic,ever changing scheme of things..

Bt does dat imply d insignificance of our presence??..
I strongly feel NO!!..We r made 2 matter..
D way i perceive,d whole scenario resemble a game wherein we r brought in,we play knowingly or unknowingly n then leave when unfit 4 fresh newbies 2 replace us...Once in,v r left on our own...either u wander arnd loosely;
Follow footsteps of 'seniors';
Give in 2 temptations 'catch' n earn undue 'challans'
OR
Be patient n wise enough 2 undrstand d governing laws n put in focussed and conscious efforts 2 make our stay meaningful,satisfying n fruitful...
Of course,talking n thinkin z much easier dan gettin things done..
but d way human kind has evolved,prospered n dominated over thousands of years,i feel dis isnt surely beyond our Reach..Afterall,WE DO NOT LACK STRENGTH,WE LACK WILL..